ME

it's not that im not trying...instead,im trying hard enough...too enough till it make me feel restless,breathless..i can feel im dying..im waiting almost every day..every second..easy to say,stop it..but the problem is,i cant find the way how to stop it...there's no break under my foot...there's no gear in my hand as well...xmampu untuk ke depan apatah lagi untuk undur ke belakang..yet,im still here..not moving even for an inch..


p/s:is it due to my pms or im having a mental disorder..demm